changes to strong !!

Assalamualaikum guys.

sempena bulan puasa ini aku nak konsikan satu video yang sangat menyentuh hati, dan mungkin boleh membuatkan kita mengalirkan air mata (produktif muslim).  kadang-kadang kita tak sedar apa yang patut kita nampak dan kadang-kadang kita nampak benda yang tak sepatutnya kita nampak.

please don't read this if you think its nothing, and this post very long.

Here I would like to share one video yang akan memberi kita kesedaran, i'am not say that i'am good person or good muslim.  i just know what i know.  

aku selalu beranggapan yang hidup aku sentiasa diduga dengan ujian.   I still remember that time, masa sekolah dulu.  i have many sad stories.  i lost my friends i'm really sad that time sometime i think because I was unlucky.  aku menghakimi benda yang sepatutnya aku tidak mampu untuk mempertikaikan ia.  Subhanallah, aku sangat kejam.  tiba pada saatnya rupanya Allah menghantar seorang kawan yang benar-benar memahami aku.  syukur.

And i do not want it'll happened once again... 

Someone that has sparked a range of views and my feeling now.  i'am not too blame you.  that mistake may be come from me too.  you said that i'am 'unlucky girl'.  who are you want to judge me like that.  is it your life very lucky ha?  because your word many people look at you like a ?  i'am not going to say that.  RUDE.  The words that come from your mouth, not from the mouth of another person. honestly myheart is broken and sick to hear people telling the same thing, but i have to accept that it's coming from someone called a friend.  You are still my friends even you are not consider me as your friend.  Its okey i'm really understand dears.  thank you for everything that make me smile that all we share, sometime you make my life is colourfull.  But this video make me feel better.

bak kata pepatah,  "kusangka panas sampai ke petang rupanya hujan ditengah hari" what you feel when people not to going appreciated you? huh it feel like you just wanna die right. today i'am really boring,  facebook, blog, twitter, it actually nothing.  but i got one video from youtube, ya i thing is really cute, cool and smart.  

check it out

http://www.youtube.com/user/lproduksi?feature=watch

when we are sad, then we know these things.  Now we 19 years old.  sometime we miss and forget these things in our lives.  i'm not say that i'm strong face of all these.  tetapi banyak benda lagi yang perlu kita pelajari dan memahami.  Please don't judge people who make mistake.  sebagai contoh korang yang nak tentukan dosa n pahala dia.  who are you? are you god.  sesuka hati judge orang macam tu.  some people make a blunder, and some people know what there do.  bila dia susah dia cari tuhan untuk megadu segala masalah dia.  that time of couse dia akan cerita atau mengadu pada kawan then yang paling aku tak faham bila kau yang mengigatkan dia untuk ingatkan tuhan tapi akhirnya kau buat andaian kau sendiri macam mana yang kau cakapkan dia 'susah baru ingatkan tuhan'  This is warning for you.  don't think you are perfect even kau tak tinggal apa yang wajib kene buat, but you miss one think.  'siapa yang lebih layak menghukum manusia kalau bukan Allah, bukannya kau sebagai manusia, yang sama macam yang lain.  always do a mistake.' you don't have a anything to judge people oraitt. (this is for people who think perfect)


i just can pray what should i do to make everthing come back to normal,  if its all is my false, i'am really sorry, i'am sory to changing, i'am sorry it had to be this way believe me its not easier just to pretend but i won't apologist for who i'am.