recalls memories !!! :)

Recalls childhood memories.  hai, Assalamualaikum.  

Could be nice if the i can back to child. all the problems i might not be present in my life. i always beside mymum and mydad.  ahrr if i can turn time i don't want this time happen to my life.  I still remember the time I was small. Dad always buy toys after he came home from work and my mother akan melayan aku, kakak n abang walaupun mak penat baru pulang dari kerja..  

 aku bersyukur bcoz i have them, mom and dad alway give me a support and what i want.  even that thing actually i dont want but still thsm buy to me.  ahaha it make me cry to recalls all memories.  i really love my family.

Now i'am 19 years old.  if i'm alone, you always be my friends mom, you always hear what i want to say even i mad, sad, happy you will feel what my feeling feel.  

same like my face right.  ahak.  this pic actually semesta one.  I am also thankful that i get my mum and dad are with careers.

Yes ni lah my mom, Mariam Ismail.  Actually my mother high, actif sports, good paint and so on.  She really soft hearted, she is not mixed works problem and personal problems when she back to work and, she make us really respect to her so much. 

walaupun mak keluar pagi dan balik kerja petang sebanrnya tidak ada yang tertinggal kasih sayang mak pada anak-naknya.  although she sometimes forgets to criticize on myeducation, or something is importand, but us as children really understand.  Mymum work is full-time if she at a home to be the day i am very appreciated. 

Even though sometimes i'am stubborn, not listening to her know sometimes I'm not such a good child, sometimes I hurt my mum with my attitude. i know that, its not that i want to but my hormones sometimes makes me think unrationally. I'm sorry mum for making life hard for you and hurting you but I promise I'll change. Thanks mum for everything.

NOSTAGIA KELUARGA

ouu first time i take the picture like this.  Don't i lookalike?  ahaha forgetit.  Actually time passes by quickly, a few weeks more I will 20 years old. ahh dah besar rupanya. hahaha I hope that with time that passes can give me a lot of experience.

 Life seems so short, it seems like just yesterday I just finished SPM,  feel like i just come back from the world of fantasy. i hates changes and actually i dont want to cahange.  but life must have a changes.  i was not longer a litter girl who collect all thing in adults.  


actually i really not to mean about dont want to change but sometime it very hurt to accept and  to through.  Many barriers that prevent what i want to do. It is very sharp and burning for me to accept. 


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