Only us !

I took a long time to post this things.
it may take some time to think, for me this is the reality.

Begins and ending in our life it is normal.  Somtime we thinking what the beginning and what the ending ya everybody thinking bout it. Somtime we should not to thinking bout it, just do what should we do.

Reality

life is life, die si die no words that can change.  Only the believe and trust to be the situation.  we have no choice.  bak kata pepatah, "masa tidak boleh mengundur" that is reality.  Reality that happens to us all that everything has been designed and specified. and we also determine good and bad in ourselves.  kita hanya merancang.  Such as our daily lives, everyday people will to sleep no matter night or morning we would be asleep, like son / daughter of heaven.  i dont understand why people sleep late at night and the morning wake up as ussually and buat muka cam tak cukup tidur.  ya i know some people do the work, so its can be a reason why.  

one things that i always ask myself bout special.  every person have a special in ourlife.  even he/she does not say it but still we can see by the actions.  All people have their own intelligence. and i respect to you.  ya kau lebih pandai dalam hal ini but dont make people feel that they are stupid person.  Just do your own work.  Don interfering in other people's work.  respect lah sikit. 

please don't make me more emotional.   Now i just be silent and patient with the work i do.  I'm not just sit and gayang kaki to do my work sometime i tried and dont know what should i do, that why something matter i ask you for help me, but don't take my job. I do my work and i know how to manage my time.  

really not anderstand you, why you want do d work more than your work,  that not your job, please i know its make me more confusion, kau lebih tahu tentang itu and i hope that you will to teach me and not to take the job. 

like you know everything, hah.  Only you know ya pergi sekolah, belajar, beli buku dll but think people think!! all people in this world going too the school learn the same thing.  So what think lah.  i'am not to give you feel down bout this but what i feel and see, let me keep it.  i mean not only me see what i said ya you know it. ya ramai kot.  And people of couse can say that what i do for my job if  there are others that make it for me. What i doing all night? online, blogging, tweets or play d game or talking with moon or what? hemm its how people can say to me.  

I talk too much.  sometime i feel like weak, nothing in myself.  You should kinda thinking bout this, at least thinking bout my feeling.  I know kau nampak cam aku tak buat kerja n tak tahu apa-apa kan.  that why you chose this way.  I  asks you about this before, but you kinda play in scene your action not serious. 

people dont want listen my word.  why? am i stump? guys.  oh man! is it i look like stump.  ya tqvm guys.  tak tahulah pulak hik.  if i asked you, you dont wanted to do, if i angry you will mad at me back and i did not want angry because i do not want a lot of things there. but because i like this a lot of problems comes. 

honestly I am happy working with you please dont take any point what i'm just talking.

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