finally i see her !!

hey !! guess what? 

Assalamualaikum

firstly i know i left my writing is long.  Actually, a few days off i have a interview for my degree, ya i know its very scary for me, banyak yang aku fikir before i went to shah alam hummm kinda like i'm will go dying for a
while.. Alhamdulillah finally i able to finish the interview safely and comfortably, i put myself in zone comfortable...

Kadang-kadang mulut ni jangan main sedap  bercakap kan dah dapat... huhh i'm very easy to scared dan cepat gelabah, entah apa-apa jelah.... sometime i hate part of my attitude like that, takut + cepat melatah.  perasaan tu datang dengan tak disengajakan and i know its actually can change.  

First in my mind is, only one name someone that i called "tiger mama"   i dont want her, i cant see her eyes, i cant talk with her because i scare, whatsoever i really dont want her to interview me, see what i get, shes really infront me, why youuuuuuu?? its really got me insane for awhile.   Banyak soalan yang bukan2 bermain dekat dalam otak aku ni, errrkkk go go !! 

Anyways, i thing i'm pretty lucky a bit, humm because i do not need the interview just like everyone else, bertubi-tubi soalan dituju.hahaha that not i can called it a normal interview, just like i meet someone that i really know ... only 6 minute i interviewees.  thats time i really cant think right,  apalah soalan yang dia nak tanya? kene speaking ke? bagilah soalan senang-senang, macam aku ni dah masuk kandang harimau, Maouuuuuuu mau tak masa tu kaki mengigil semua mengigil.  But i cant put myself dalam keadaan yakin atau mengharap.  only rezeki dan masa sahaja yang tentukan...

After that, huhhhhhhh lega gilee, macam baru lepaskan segala beban kat bahu aku... anyways, teng for the interview, because not many question you ask me and yang penting dia ingat aku hahahah.  BTW, i also enjoy with my friends, we have a good time to spend time together. 

Anyways, wish me luck

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