hurt feelings !!

thank you,who i'am called Bitch !! you are right. anything that i do it always wrong, good, good, thank you ya, ya, ya.  I am very proud of you. you always drop the spirit that I have, lower your eyes on me? what is wrong? what I have? I can not even try to? why others can only try with no sense of people who tried to overthrow she back.  ya I do not smart enough, sekolah dulupun hanya budak 'sastera' je kot.  sastera je. not like you.  may be apa yang kau cakap kan tu hanya gurauan tapi kalau dah kira menjatuhkan semangat kawan apa cer dowhh.  lepas tuh nak cover balik.  hem minta maaf lah ye. ni bukan bank yang boleh senag masuk n keluar.  I am outdated? ehh tolonglah jangan menjatuhkan keyakinan seseorang.  if i become a genius student mesti akulah aku tak dipandang macam ni kan.  

lukisan entah apa2, apa yang aku lukis ni, kenapa orang buat muka, does it look like it so bad.  maaf aku memang tak pandai melukis.  itupun aku try je. kot2 ada orang nak puji tapi hampeh, tiba2 aku rasa down pulak.  hem lepas ni tak nk lukis da.  tapi i appreciate the two of my friends who praised the painting near the gazebo. although in the end I get critique is that I think i can continue my painting.  but errr today i think it burn 'seize the day' fuck.  hancur.. dah tak nak buat dah.  only you can do this, you kan pandai hak hak hak.  huikk

I was serious, and I want to be serious. tapi bila aku serious ada pula cakap2 yang aku nih sombong, belagak, poya, yoyo lah hemm ada je yang tak ken pada aku.  i got ahurt feelings today hemm i dont ?know how?