mirror !!!

Assalamualaikum,

I think I had write this story, but this time may be much that I want to share. each day we will look in the mirror that is our home. so far I do not like to see myself behind the mirror, because I still appreciate the gift from Allah has for me. sometimes we can be aware and self-engrossed as they saw a shadow. I'm not proud my self but it just expression only.  sometimes I am fed-up with the attitude of some people who like to talk about the weaknesses of people, if once or twice, it may not matter but if it makes the people will speak up 'eh you have no other topic ke ha?' may be that time you may be a (fed-up) I'm not say i'am a very good but maybe sometimes we should be evaluating themselves to see what our weaknesses are.  Sometimes I jealous with people who have a specialty that I not have. like singing, dancing, painting, good speaker, stylish, and their lives and also education.  

 I see myself as a statue to tell that there are many feelings in my heart maybe it is not like other people but I such as me.  i'am just see me and actually i  want to know me in depth. mybe some of people said to me 'syok sendiri' its okey for me if you think like that.  muhasabah kan diri itu mungkin lebih baik dari tidak melihat siapa diri sendiri.  may be before this i always write post which showed less self-confident I might want to be someone else and don want be myself.  

a thousand questions that our mind is to ask people about themselves. mugkin outsiders can not answer our question because the answer may be only in our own.

important I know who I am and know what my wishes. although things difficult and painful to go through we still need walk to the road.  we have a choice, make it, just do it, ready and go on.

p/s :  Here I want to apologize if what i just talking would hurt the feelings anyone. I did not dedicate it to anyone it is just a phrase only please do not misunderstand.  I am also guilty of an offense do not means i always right, and good person, i'am also as a human.  take a mirror and ask yourself.