life must be simple don't be crowded !!!

i love my life with my family, i have my father, my mom, my brother, n my sister and of course with my litter sis mama n baby. hehe (my cats).  life must be simple don't be crowded. take n look what can we see in own future.  sometimes they make me afraid to shaping their own lives.  "scary".  ya i know im not perfect girl, i'am nothing actually, thats why i'm said like that.  If i can I want my life is simple not be crowded.  but we have to think positive, if you choice to be simple it will be simple, if you choice another way you will get another way.  sometime people sengaja buat hidup mereka sibuk dengan kerja padahal mereka sebenarnya tiada kerja.  think positive its a good.  but you have to think about else,  mybe you don't need this.  back to the topic, i always thinking what people thinking about me.  (there are all kinds of close my mind) i know what people around me are thinking about me so don't think that i don't know.  i alway want to creat my life walaupun tak berubah pun siapalah aku nie jika nak dibandingkan dengan yang lain.  huh i know my self and perhaps you know too who are you.  stop to be creat my life because you also have a life (sendiri punya hidup) who do you think you are?  actually aku dah fed up dah so stop talking about them.   hidup nie senang  je buat je apa yang kau suka!! it is true? no for me no. . . senang untuk bercakap susah untuk melaluinya.  senang lah kalau kau asyik tuttt je cuba try dalam hidup sendiri? how do you feel. seksa tak.  so simple tu actually not easy actually it is very difficult.  so renung-renungkanlah.  sesetengah orang kehidupan yang diorang telah corakkan itu memang sempurna tetapi bagi kita yang masih belum puas untuk memastikan hidup kita lebih baik pilihlah jalan yang paling baik .  mybe they don't like to share with people thats why they creat at book so it is simple to think.. anyway we have many choice to creat own life just think positive and just do it and remember dont interrupted other people.  Furthermore, simple sebenarnya boleh membuatkan hidup kita kurang cabaran, sebabnya kita hanya buat apa yang paling senang tapi bila crowded pula hemmm boleh buat kita menyampah juga kan so simple bukan bermaksud seperti nothing tapi biar ada semuanya janji ianya boleh mengembirakan hidup kita dan menwarnai hidupkita sehari-hari didunia ini.  


p/s don't be understanding.  i'am just want my life seem look simple life but not empty life.