i'am really sory !!

i don't know how this thing can be happen. . . mybe my word hurting you.  i dont know.  if i had a mistake from you i really sory maybe i may not know to what I say. . .

Actually i'am feel bad because i'am not with you.  sometime i fell i want to be alone i want to hear " fucking nightmare " evernight.  you know me.  tengs cos you always with me walaupun tanpa sedar ia mungkin akan menyakikan hati diantara kita.  we don't know.  and i don't know kenapa semua ni boleh terjadi?.  i'am want be your friend forever, I am very grateful coz kamu ada disaat aku susah dan senang.  kamu yang buat aku kembali senyum dikala aku menagis dulu. maybe its my mistake.  aku berubah tiba2 tanpa sebab 'that what on your mine kan' i want to share everything with you.  but sometime what i want to say terhalang.  i don't want your heart hurt because of me and I have to let my heart be broken.  not me if i to fight back what people saying, better im just be silent is a good way but when I take a long time it will hurt my heart too 'is not you prob coz you said don't be like that' but i'am still like that.  maybe we no have a same hoby, and i dont mind it.  yang penting kamu masih kawan aku.  i know people always make a mistake like me, you and other.  but sometime it will be afraid to me.  maybe you have anything on your mind. . . i'am really sory for this mistake. let do what we has do before this, smile, laugh, ideas n all what we has do before this.  what can't i say sometime i need to be alone, i need my time, i want do what i like.  hapoes you understand and i'll undertand your situasion.

p/s :  I did not expect for you to understand me, what I want is that we can understand each other. if I suddenly disappear from the sight of you does not mean that I fled from you.  if you suddenly disappear from my sight and i know and i understand.  don't be touching went you read this.  this word really come from my heart.  but i can't say it,  I can not  express my words in faced with you.   I knew I was here just a statue, nothing, That why questions will be asked by your own will stop. because I know I was stupid, I can not answer your question just now, I just want to say that I am nothing. i'am really sory.

S.O.R.R.Y