it will be !!!

I will wait for you, no matter how long. my heart might be disappointed with this waiting, but it all comes from my heart I cant lie to myself. I cant to imagine what will happen in my future . it is possible that I will meet you, I cant even see you again. what can i do? mybe that time, I will lose direction and find where you are and it could also be that one day you was there, you lives with another woman maybe I'll be pleased with all this waiting. That time I probably already knew the answers but I'm not sure the answer is already there.  I can see you where? what are you doing,? your healthy? you with whom? your life? and  your feeling? i can't fell that you remember about me. but its okeylah i understand if you stay with your decision.  I am sorry the first time what happens to you, I should not interfere with the life of a man like you. now I know that you are happy and I will not disturb you again for ever and ever. maybe we will see later, maybe not now and maybe tomorrow and mybe we will not be met directly and you just stop in my heart for a while only. . . hmmm