I want to do the same as you, but I can't

halooo good morning all, today I'm feeling too happy at all, but this morning something happened to me ( tak pe its okey) I know that love can change everything, just do what you going to do that coz i know its something true that we do just something natural that i feel. hahahaha
i know smetime i cant do it n smetime i need a help but no ane cant help me out from this situasion coz i want do what i like. . . 
promise to day i want to hapy like other, bila nampak dia je buat tak kenel je kan hahahah tu baru betul.  when i walk, talk, smile, laughter i alway think abaut u.  i don want to down went i see u again so if i can change it i want u die ehh tak tak aku nak kau blah dari hidup aku.  but it cant be happen ya.
i don like u so much like i like him, i just like u je (aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku suka kau) nting tau
i want to do the same as you, but i cant hehehe kau boleh bahagia kenapa aku tak boeleh bahagia, kau buat macam tu kenapa aku tak boleh buat macam tu jugak, kaulau kua boleh sakitkan hati aku aku pun boleh buat macam tu but it just stupid thing went i can do this to u, but im not like that ya mybe kau dah hancurka hati aku tapi aku tak boleh sakitkan hati kau balik coz aku takut ia kan terjadi pada aku balik n i don know what can happen to me suatu hari nanti.. so i don want do this for u

whateva lah ..